WHEN??!!!!....

It's nearly the end I can feel it. It's almost the end I can breath it.. When it's finally over will I be able to take it?? When I've finally let go.. When I stop expressing myself? When I can no longer have anything to write about? When.. When.. When !!! Ha.. That seems to be a continous word in my vocabulary... When will he notice me? When will he care? When will he love me the same way I love him? I'll be here When he decides to?? Well no! When will he stop these mind games!!!

When will he realise that his selfish ways have reached my heart to a final conclusion!! The very heart beat in my heart is now impulsively reversing itself and causing me a headache, not the headache you know though.. Haha no!! This is the new one, the non heard of one , it's a literal feeling of him sitting in my mind refusing to leave and hurting me in there!! When will he get out?? When will this stop?? You know what... He won't stop he won't change. All left to say is.... When he reads this.. I'll be gone.. =|